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“Sometimes I feel so - I don’t know - lonely. The kind of helpless feeling when everything you’re used to has been ripped away. Like there’s no more gravity, and I’m left to drift in outer space with no idea where I’m going.”
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I’m leaving tomorrow and I’m going to miss everything here. It was a great experience, being in the camp, meeting new friends and having to live in a different situation that I was not being exposed to before. It was challenging and exciting. Most people around here would say I’m an unlucky one, for being chosen by the government to join a training camp like this but I would like to let them think about it clearly again, it’s not even a bit unlucky. I was lucky enough to be chosen. I’ve been through a lot, I met great friends, friends that actually would come to me and take good care of me whenever I’m in need of them. I’ve never felt so warm…it’s like I’m being accepted as a group even though at times I feel like being alone but that’s just me. I get to spend a much more healthy lifestyle except for the food there, everything is just spicy and spicy…they have nothing much. We brought our own food, so I guess we’re all okay about that. I heard it’s going to be much tougher when I get back there..the training and all but I’m all ready for it. I spend some time reading books during the weekends, chat with all my roomates, we talked about topics which I don’t usually share about with my other friends. We laughed like crazy, it was very enjoyable. I couldn’t say it is the best place to stay in but it is definitely a memorable place for me to be in. Oh… and I cried a lot too, for my friends, family and all. I’ve never felt so relaxing, crying in front of others, if you know what I mean, even the boys cried too, haha. I’m happy and nothing else matters.

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